I've never done anything like this.. and what i mean by "this" would be blogging. if i ever had to say something i would just write it down on paper. unfortunately, there's no such this as privacy now adays. so here's to day one.. i never imagined high school being full of drama and so chaotic but then again, no one ever said it was gonna be easy. two years left and summer has almost arrived... time has literally flown by and i feel like Ive missed or held out on so much. i guess i expected more out of myself than i thought. SO much stress has accumulated over the past several weeks with finals coming, my boyfriend who I've been with for almost 5 months is moving, I'm turning 16 one week and a day from now... which means driving :/ and i am petrified of driving. i clench the wheel with my sweaty palms and hope to mother of earth i don't crash or hit anyone. those probably aren't the thoughts you should be having on the road but i cant help it. There's just too much too handle right now. I'm sure its not much to those viewing this, but there's so much more but i don't exactly have time to ramble on.. although I'm good at it. anyways, i suppose i just wish that there was yellow caution tape in front of the high school entrance so as you make your way into the closest thing to hell, you know what your getting yourself into.. ttfn.